Kamis, 26 Oktober 2017
I couldn't focusing too much seeing her, but for the sake for friendship, I've come despite I know I'm not in my best condition.
This sunny day; during the sun stood mighty up there, Nunung; my classmate stood proudly on the stage. Clutches tight a notebook on her hand. I can seen some nervousness permeated from her face. Especially when she facing so many people that staring straight toward her.
I merely held my head as high as I can. Because we didn't too close, I didn't say much words. But encourage I delivered to her; a smiled was the answer. Perhaps its not too much, but I'll try my best to made her calm. Even though she may not seeing it.
My gaze then wander to other side, I could see some people started to get bored and hot. Because the mighty sun stood ablaze up there. It my headache got worse. It triggered my sneeze. Deuis beside me asked me if I was fine, but I just shrug it off, said that I was fine. A simple flu couldn't stop me, at all.
But I can't deny that the shout has been made by our classmates pissed me off the most. It made my head throbbed painfully.
The voice of Nunung from the stage, gained our attention. Our focus fell upon her, as she started to speech. Voiced out her opinion about the theme she choosen.
My gaze didn't left from her. I felt mermerized, she looks all confident. Unlike before. I can't believe she could be so different on the stage.
Perhaps, some people may feel the same way, I see that Nunung could be able to make the audience curious, hypnotized them to focusing on here; even the blazing heat make us tired.
And I was, a bit envy. Unlike her; I couldn't be like that. I was a coward, I've got a nasty stage fright. It made me always hesitant with my own choices.
She does make me envy. But she also make me want to surpass her, make me want to confident as well.
It may be hard, but I'll try my best in the future.
As she finished, I didn't stood up; because I can't, the sickness make me feel so tired. But at least, I clapped my hand for her. And smiling.
(TBC To chapter III)
